But then I think I should cheer myself up with this music meme/quiz/tag

From ~chocolate-potato

How are you feeling today?
The Saltwater Room - Owl City
//Newly downloaded song just hit me in the face, hey.
"I began to shiver violently"--oh yes, thank you. That explains the feeling.

Will you get far in life?
Last Flight Home - All Time Low
"because i'm leaving what i know behind,
and i'm living out my chance to shine"
//sounds like a yes to me!

How do your friends see you?
So Help Me God - Fireflight
"You sit beside me, and I love you, but I hate you. ... You reach for my hand but I move it before you can. I won't let you have the power once again."
//My friends think that I am bossy. :"D They like me as a friend but think that I am too clingy, and mean, and I say a lot of manipulative, controlling things.
(Oy! Madaming natamaan!!! )
So I know that this isn't the real meaning of the song, but I'm choosing a few lines to try and fit it to the situation. XD And it does, doesn't it?

Will you get married?
Be Rad - Relient K
//Seems like it. I will be married to someone as arrogant as I! WAHAHAHA!!! And we'll make fun of everyone else.


What is your best friend's theme song?
If You Wanted A Song Written About You, All You Had To Do Was Ask - Mayday Parade
//Well Jov, the song is right if we let it. But I think it's more on how I put aside your phone calls, just like you put aside each time I invite you to go on a date. ;___; You meanie.
"You had a problem with the truth"--oh, remember sixth grade! I was mean.
Must I remind you that Twilight was OUR thing!!! ;____;
Ooooh, Jelly!

What is the story of your life?
Brand New Day - Fireflight
"And I can hear you say that it's a brand new day. The pain goes away, and I'm heading for the door."
//It's about waking up each day, living through either my sickness, or someone else close to me being sick. In the end, it's just that we have to all go through every day of life and try to live it rather than survive it with the people we care about. ;A; So to those THREE PEOPLE, don't commit suicide, okay? ;A; I'd be very sad if you left me alone here.


What was high school like?
Rainbow Girl - Hatsune Miku
//It had lots of drummers, people who like Japanese things, people who liked pop music, and a strangely addictive feel to it, no matter how little sense it made. High school barely ever makes much sense, but you'll like it anyway.


How can you get ahead in life?
If You Can't Live Without Me, Why Aren't You Dead Yet? - Mayday Parade (Why am I stuck with rock songs? XD)
//I get by with my best friend, who I barely see. You know that title screamed JOVANNI! to me, like every time the phone rings.
"I told myself that I'll be fine, but it's a lie. I don't want to talk about it." -->Shoot man, wasn't that one of our conversations?
You want to know the reason why you aren't dead yet?
Because I'm still here. ;D
You idiot, don't leave me. Or once you rot and fester in your grave, you'll just decay there and I'll forget you. REMEMBER THAT!!! The only time you die is when I die first! That's how selfish I am!!!
//Now, really. I get ahead in life knowing that I have to live, because there are people, like Jovs, who miss me. (And I equally miss in return. And yet you're watching New Moon with some person I don't even know. How evil. ;____; I feel so cheated. REJECTED!!! HUWAHAHAHA. )
//^fake arrogant reason I had to think up to fit the song. XD It didn't make sense to me!

What's the best thing about your friends?
I'm Still Breathing - Katy Perry
//They're still alive?
//Oh and they hate being told "I love you". Except for Aira. Which is hard for me because I was raised in this hugging, mushy environment. I naturally hug people and kiss their hands and stuff. YESSSSS. I'm that kind of person. BE AFRAID!
^(I dunno, but Katy Perry kept on singing, "say something funny, say something sweet, but don't say that you loved me" then I remembered how weirded out they must be from my clingy attitude.)


What's in store for this weekend?
Moon Marguerite - the pillows
//It only spells to me: lots, and lots of trouble.
//Card distribution tomorrow and I think my grades are slipping.

Describe your grandparents.
Resistance - Muse
//I only have one grandmother left. But I should tell you that all of them were very, very stubborn (each in his/her own way, of course--still, though, they were equally stubborn!). I inherited the attitude from them. :>
//Grandma has a secret too! And she hides stuff. And, oh yes. Love is a resistance, and stuff. So here's for you, grandma! *cheers* You'll meet Tatay when you die too.
(^nothing, I just wanted to say they were stubborn)


How's your life going?
These Four Walls - Miley Cyrus
//Yes, I do have Miley songs here.
So the song is about arguing with someone, and being left alone with the four walls of her room, right?
Yes, well I argue with lots of people. :>
"Must have been something sent me out of my head, with words so radical, and not what I meant. Now I wait for a break in the silence, because it's all that you left. Just me and these four walls again."
Yes, I don't cuss, but I have a very sharp tongue, and I'm very indifferent.


What song will they play at your funeral?
Our Time Now - Plain White T's
"I can feel you breathing"--No you can't! I'll be dead!
"Finally it's our time now!" --to die? OH WAIT, you mean you've been waiting for me to die? Oh well, that makes plenty of sense! ;D
"As we're falling under"--six feet, right? XD
"nervous hands and anxious smiles"--So I got MURDERED? Cool! And the people who attended my funeral, supposedly those who "loved me" were the ones who killed me! And they're all anxious and stuff and happy that I'm gone! YES! Such a celebration! I'd love to have my death planned this way!

How does the world see you?
Fly On The Wall - Miley Cyrus
o_e
Okay, so I know I kept the Miley songs here. But why do they keep on popping up?! EH?
//People think of me as a.) a person who likes Miley. =_=; Dear Gourds, no. (But I AM looking forward to her movie. NICOLAS SPARKS!) b.) I gossip a lot. (Why yes, I do! XD I'M A BACKSTABBER.)
[note: I tried reshuffling it, then I got Demi's Until You're Mine. :/ ...no sense. So I reshuffled it and went back to Cyrus with "goodbye", but I've never kissed anyone, or danced with anyone without music. OH WAIT I HAVE. So I guess the world sees me as a whacko who dances without music, laughs with no reason, sings with no tune and lives with no purpose. I need to be sent to the asylum!]

Will you have a happy life?
Knock Knock - Lenka
//Well apparently not. I got locked out. :> I guess this means that I'll turn into a desperate housewife who gets locked out by her own hubby, yes? Whootz.



Do people secretly lust after you?
Tremble For My Beloved - Collective Soul
//I think that's a yes.

How can you make yourself happy?
Daybreak's Bell - L'arc~en~ciel
//That means... I make myself happy by protecting someone, even by trading in their pain as my own.
//Uh, no. I want to be selfish, please. Change the song!


What should you do with your life?
Stronger - Demi Lovato
//I would make myself stronger?


Will you ever have children?
Hush Hush - Pussycat Dolls
... =_e
I'm imagining my future children shouting these lyrics to me, when they're all teenagers and grown up. SO YES I'LL HAVE CHILDREN, but it will hurt me the moment they grow up and leave.
"I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
i never needed pain,i never needed strength
...
I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.
...
I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say"
SEE! It's a total teenager song!

What song would you strip to?
Damaged - Danity Kane
//Wait? STRIP? As in... o_e; Well, okay? So I think the song is perfect!


What does your mum think of you?
Homewrecker - Hellogoodbye
//Yes, all my mom thinks about is kissing me when I get home. Uhm?


What song would be played at your wedding?
Live High - Jason Mraz
//Awesome. I'd laugh through it all. ;D

I do doubt that I'll ever get married, though. Well I don't care about the wedding! I care about the marriage.

It's different!

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There's something about vomit, that the more it happens, the more it hurts your throat. It burns through your chest and stuff. When you do get it out, it hurts. It hurts a lot and it makes one cry at times, especially when one couldn't answer the question why this was happening in the first place. But then the moment you come to your senses, you realize that it feels better that you got it out, instead of holding it in and bearing with the stomach pains.

So when you're sick, all you can do is bear through the pain for now.

Because it's the only way that it's going to make you feel better.

It may taste like cough syrup, vinegar, and luncheon meat, mushed together with a potato masher... But at least you don't have to re-swallow it whenever it comes back up.

The only problem with vomit, is that when it comes out, it all comes out.

All of it, absolutely all of it, comes out.

Even when there's no more food left to vomit, the stomach acids go out too, just because it's what your gag reflex feels like doing. And the bigger problem is that it just goes on until you keep on hurting yourself.

It happens so much that it makes no sense anymore.

^Such is the analogy of a person who's been vomiting for a week now... and...uh, comparing it with people who do not voice their opinions, I guess. Lol, random. I need sleep, but I couldn't because my stomach hurts.

You know how easy it is to type in "lol", and mean completely the opposite thing?

I should try sleeping now. :/ Maybe it will help.

I tried taking this tag/quiz/meme/thing to cheer me up. I missed a whole week of school, my sister was sent to the hospital, so it's making me glum. Laughter is the best medicine and all, so I thought this might be fun, and might help me ignore the vomiting problem. xD GUESS NOT! This whole journal is sad and problematic, filled with fake lol's and stuff. LOL! And more LOL's! I hope nobody read this. Intentionally made this longer than expected so no one would.

If you DID manage to read to the end, CONGRATULATIONS! Comment back with something funny. Maybe you can cheer me up.

ARGUE WITH ME TOO! I want someone to talk to. I haven't seen any of my friends in a week. No teachers to debate with, either. Agh, this intestinal flu destroyed a huge part of my senior year. :] I missed BOTH Institute and Gratitude day. Ugh, well. I'll just have to rest.

I think, for the most part, the reason why I go online when I'm sick is because it's sad at home? And because today, of all days, I wasn't online that much. I was mostly resting (and running to the bathroom every ten minutes to hug the toilet and hurl) so I think I just want to catch up on everyone else. :/

I couldn't be productive, though. I TRIED!!! ;A; I studied too! ;A; It feels bad not being able to do anything, so I tried to study lessons while at home.

TRIED.

;A;

GLAHR GLAHR GLAHR.

Are you still reading this?
Answer in the comment box. And I might just reward you with sheep!

I'm not making any sense, this is horrible! ;A;

Well then, let's leave it to the features!

..::t a r d s a u c e::..






So I heard you liked Cheese? Oh excuse me, who? Oh! Chiz Escudero! Well I don't have him here.


I do have these guys, though: